Posts Tagged ‘Illustration’

long days, long faces

Thursday, October 21st, 2010

Sometimes riding the train home from work, feels like a happy journey. Cars filled with passengers excited to get home and see family friends or just relax in the comfort of home. At other times you can see the length of a day in all the faces on ride home. As if collectively the day was one that threatened to defeat everyone attempting to live it out. Deep sighs abound, followed by even deeper sighs as if struggling to keep the hysterics of defeat at bay; just long enough to make it home where you can collapse with out fear of the world seeing you completely beaten. The weight of the day pushing past your resilience, has sunk in to your pores, your nooks, your crannies, as water over time beats canyons out of seemingly immovable rock. Faces that in morning may have looked taught and youthful are now showing their age. The epidermis, like weathered window trim in need of some spackle to fill the crevasses and make the surface flat and palatable again. On these days the train rides a little lower, as each passenger releases their full weight unto seat. Secret hopes of deferment abound, ranging from the practical to the fantastical. Maybe the there will be some signal issue and the train will need to stop for a little while, and i can take a nap. Maybe well hit some time warp so on a 35 minute ride i can get an hour and a half of sleep and be ready for what lies at home, hungry children, unfinished chores, the miles you have yet to go before bed becomes an approved option. These long days transcribe their length onto their victims. Faces become like vinyl imprinted with the pressures of the day. This is the reminder, that despite all of our technologies, all of our leisure educing products, all these comforts are of little consequence when Day is your master. Mere survival becomes heroic. I imagine somewhat like soldiers returning home after battle. You can see shared nods of dazed relief. a Mix of survivors guilt and disbelief you made it out, broken, but alive. Hoping against all odds tomorrow will arrive with some sympathy, at very last some empathy. Any sign of mercy.

long faces, long days; illustration by heavylox

long faces, long days

few recent pages

Saturday, October 9th, 2010

heavy Pen:  illustration by heavylox

heavy Pen: illustration by heavylox

park pair: illustration by heavylox

scruffies:  illustration by heavylox

scruffies

Seeking

Tuesday, September 21st, 2010

Recently ive decided I need new inspiration to bring some new life into things. I have been drawing a blank and soon resort back to comfortable things. I have always had a hard time drawing the line between inspiration and copying. It can be a fine line to negotiate, unless your inspiration takes you to an extreme away from the point of inspiration. Any inspired landing leaving me close to the point of departure seems like a poorly traveled experience; although sometimes there can be quite a trip taken; a journey in nuance and refinement.  So success is not always a black and white distance race, it can be largely  judged in the quality of the journey.

Sometimes the harder you consciously try the less you get accomplished. I am all for failure as a teaching tool; however if the quality of the failure is no more then common contrivances then there is little to learn save, stop trying so hard and let it flow more naturally; less consciously that is.

I want new shapes. In regards to style writing, its all about the shapes, abstracting the commonly accepted and universally recognized letter form into a new, or re-refined shape echoing the established while seeking to be its own thing. Just as a child is a recognized human they grow up with the hopes of becoming their own individual, complimenting the hole while expanding on its definition.

As part of trying to find new shapes i found myself looking at the photos of a good friend Saul Metnick of Blandscape.org. I haven’t spoken to him about his work for a while, other then to know hes in the mix and trying ti keep himself moving. From the outset i will say, i dont get photography, i can spot a ragingly good photo, but i miss a lot of the nuance that may make one photo stand out from others. My sense of framing can be hap-hazard at best and accidentally genius once in a blue moon. Saul has always brought a sense of whit and irony to his photos; which i always appreciated but was never convinced was the sole basis for him taking good photos. In looking at many the other day i started to look beyond the subject and just see the shapes, created by the interplay of forms and shadows (which have always been there but took me time to come too, im an idiot with a decent vocabulary). SO in an attempt to distill the shapes and things i found interesting I took some screen shots and did some illustrator mock ups. Surely nothing groundbreaking but a good place to start.

ASA applicant

Tuesday, August 17th, 2010

THis poor lady could not keep her eyes open, while she sat in the park attempting to fill out ASA application forms. Her head was in the perpetual bob and snap back as she drifted into sleep only to jerk herself out of it as her began to swing low into the, ‘im sitting up but sleeping’ position.

I kinda short changed her head wrap situation and cranium circumference.

napping while filling out ASA forms

doc updates

Sunday, August 1st, 2010

ole girl had a strapless dress on and a child in stroller two things that require two hands. Still she smiled at her little boy and you could see the over flow of love.

illustration by heavylox

wife beater: illustration by heavylox

park sitter,: illustration by heavylox

this woman had some thinning hair, which i havent really rendered yet, but reminds me that ive been paying a lot of attention to had and trying to figure out when in the drawing to do got to some of it. It seems to make sense to get to a lot of it towards the end when whats underneath is defined, although depending on how it sits or covers it can be a challenge to render.

booger and the relaxin Russian

Wednesday, July 28th, 2010

Chad

Tuesday, July 27th, 2010

I drew and met Chad on the train this morning. I have some other sketches somewhere, we often seem to be on the same train in the morning. Bad I phone photo, not enough light in the office and the Iphone4 flash seems to burn everything out when i use it.

Brown bag drawing

Thursday, July 15th, 2010

Been carrying around some pieces of shopping bag paper, recently.

more digital drawing attempts

Tuesday, July 13th, 2010

Environmentalist& JCC organizer

After watching some video of a ‘real’ painter using a similar app i was inspired and quickly regretted,, to try my hand at drawing with color, in a painterly manor. I ended up with a soft-core porn glow and a less than appealing image. It could be tightened up significantly and since its digital can be re-worked infinitely so it could be saved although probably will not be.

So this morning on the train i decided to take a few steps back and used grey scale instead of color. Some of the issue i realized with the color is i rushed the sketch and block in phase. As i wanted to get a quick form to fiddle with. this morning i did a bit of a longer sketch, but was also aided by face familiarity as ive seen this guy many times before and have been fascinated by his extreme sprawling after reading his news paper.

digital sketch by heavylox

Of course now i cant find any of the other versions of this guy ive drawn for comparison, ill dig/scan them up later.

Chicken eating Knatty

Monday, June 28th, 2010